Mind is like the Large Hadron Collider; our thought particles collide with each other to give birth to Umpteen Thoughts. In this blog, I share some of those.
We talk about development and about good days
and then there are sources
Bad, evil
who pull us back, back into the orthodox times
and thoughts so backward
yet they dare to preach it to the public
Stupidity is shot and sold in open markets
With hoardings showing fancy faces
and advertising plastic promises
And we talk about development
while disrespecting our own roots,
making judgments based on half-baked theories
coming straight from the corrupt minds
of Bad, evil
sinister ministers playing strip poker with us;
a game which we always lose
and get lost in the madhouse maze
of unsolvable paradoxes with bilateral answers
of which to believe, we are not sure enough
and while we think and send some of our brainy representatives
to put forward our say
on public debates where curtains fall
before a conclusive climax
which are held on expensive podiums
owned and run by
the Bad, evil
criminal minded shenanigans who broadcast filth in broad daylight
and have the audacity to hire defence lawyers
to justify their intended crime
and then some black coats are found,
just ‘black coats’ because there’s no human in there,
waving their participation into the missions
of hiding dark deeds in darker coats
making uncountable victims’ resilient tears collect
In the dusty, old and unread files
on a shelf of a slacker’s office
and censoring every quiet shriek of openness
and banning every bit of thoughtful art
which died in a want to yell the bitter truth
to an audience, oblivious of logic
and we talk about development
where people still need to be fed by a spoon
about the basic facts of being normal
providing a vulnerable, dirty habitat where
Rises the Bad, evil
which comes back again and again in different avatars
of demagogues, lecturing hate
of lawyers, advocating lies
of godmen (fraudmen), preaching terror
hurdling us, on our path towards the good days
pulling us back, back into the orthodox times
from where, we the junta
have been trying to free ourselves
by voting for the lesser corrupt
and they win, the prodigal hooligans
who vandalise every street with their dominion,
and spray cans
with which they paint every wall in dark bold letters:
RULES THE BAD, EVIL
giving out the idea of dystopia
and we fall for it
and we walk along with it keeping an eye on the clock, waiting with a few, quiet outcries for the good days.
Nothing is more disturbing and noisier than the confused
thoughts in our head. It’s a mental traffic jam where on every side of the
road, the cars and vehicles are stuck, honking horns. The flow stops and
everything becomes stagnant. Then, nothing starts to make sense and the thoughts
become negative. This leads to stress, sleeplessness and a lot of hair pulling.
You can trust me because I have been through it and the worst place anybody can
ever get stuck is in their own mind. I have been stuck at more dangerous places
like forests and have driven through unsafe roads at night but there is always a
hope there and milestones telling that I am on the right path. But, this case makes
you lose your hope and very negative thoughts starts to sprout.
And why did it happen to me? May be, post college life
generally gives you a little more stress. Life becomes more chaotic and it is
natural to happen. The reasons are the same old ones: chronic,
home-to-work-work-to-home routine, dearth of a social circle, missing the
happening college days, missing friends and family, paying bills and you know
the rest. So, much of it gets piled up and the repetitive cycle just never
ends. And, then fear embarks killing every little hope and refuses to accept
the fact that the good old days are not coming back.
It also hurdled my writing a lot. It took days to work out
the thoughts and to find clarity in chaos. Then, one day, some of my friends
and I decided to take a break and go on a road trip. So, we backed our bags and
went away to the hill stations of Uttarakhand. We stayed there at places which
were unplanned and drove to random places and beautiful locations and it wall
all a very wonderful experience. I remember when I woke up one morning and the
world around me was such a panoramic beauty, eyes opened to see the Himalayan Mountains
and the mighty river Ganges flowing along and the sun rays falling on it were
the rays of new hope. It was absolutely refreshing and it felt like all the
negativity has vanished. It is just about taking little step out of our usual
box. I had all the answers that morning and mind could feel the openness in the
healing breeze.
And that day I decided to take some trips frequently and make
travel a must-do every possible time. Because, staying at one place for too
long is really bad for the growth of our brains. And to keep the negativity
away and for welcoming positive thoughts, it is very important to travel.
Travelling fills you up with great optimism and gifts you many memories to live
with.
Before signing off, here is a picture from that trip. Hope. Be positive. Live Happy.
Gone are the days when buying and selling used items were a difficult
task. With the help of websites like Quikr and their new mobile app Quikr NXT,
it has become a cake walk to find buyers and sellers. Also, the gap between the
buyers and sellers has decreased. With the help of Quikr NXT app one can
actually, comfortably chat with the client and discuss on each point clearly
and then make the final deal. All you have to do is make an account, upload a
picture of your selling item with a few details and wait for the buyer to find
it.
For example, if I have to sell my old car and buy a new,
better featured car, all I have to do is this:
1.Wash my car to make it look photogenic. J
2.Take some good photographs from different
angles.
3.Upload it on the Quikr NXT app.
4.Categorize it under ‘Cars and Vehicles’.
5.Write a few details and good words for my car.
6.Wait for a buyer to bat an eye on my sell.
7.Like a good Guajarati businessman, convince the
buyer over a chat.
8.Once I get a satisfactory price, I seal the
deal.
9.Exchange my old car for money.
10.Miss my old car.
Simple! Isn’t it?
The exchange offers which branded showrooms provide are not
often satisfactory enough. They offer you a price which you find is not worthy for
you lovely old car of which you have taken care of all these years like a baby.
You want the best price and it can only be achieved when a trust is built
between the buyer and you. And, rather than talking over the phone, where you
might forget to mention a few details or get interrupted in between your talk
and make you miss a few points, chatting can help you make a thoughtful conversation
and written form is always good for future reference. There would be no complaints
and allegations later.
So, now that I have sold my old car and have the money, it’s
time to move on and buy a new car. Before, going for a brand new car, I would definitely
look out for some second hand options. And again, which better place than Quikr
to find a good deal. Browsing for a while in the ‘cars and vehicle’ category
can find me the exact car I was looking for but at a much lesser price. All I have
to make sure is that the condition is good enough and that all the official papers
and documents are available. And that I can make sure by having a detailed conversation
with the seller himself. No third parties or agents are welcomed.
And then, adding up the money from my savings, may be and the
old car money, I ll buy my next, bigger and better car and thank the Quikr NXT
app for making the upgrade so easy for me.
We have one life and so many constraints to live with. Half of the
time we spend in realizing what we want. And by the time we realize it, we have
moved on in life. We have to deal with other responsibilities and go with the crowded flowing river. And then after some good rafting and struggling
we encounter our dreams at many moments. But, never have a complete rendezvous
unless we feel we are secure enough to take the risk. So, we have one life, we
are sure. All we need to have is a bucket-list, to somehow free yourself from
all the entanglements and mark a tick to every point on your wish list.
And, if I
had a choice to enjoy my life with no such everyday constraints, this is how my
bucket list would look like:
1.
To Write my One Dream Novel
Well, no
doubt. I want to write and publish at least one good book. I definitely am
working on it. All I need is a little more seriousness and dedication.
But I
also have to split my time for my job. So, for now, it’s a balance-balance
situation.
2.
To master in a musical instrument
Yes, and
record a song with A R Rahman. I am
pretty intermediate in playing the Keyboard instruments. And, I need to learn
just a few more things and I would be pretty better. So, it will be on my
bucket list to take out time for learning the instrument.
3. To
Travel the world
Travelling always
gives a great experience. And, going to various places makes one a learned
person. I liked The Hobbit for one thing: that the Hobbit chose to break out
from his comfortable hobbit hole, on an unexpected journey and when he returns,
he returns with a lot of stories to tell and moments to share. Be it with
family, friends or you alone, keep travelling.
4. To make
many lives happy
Happiness is
in giving and sharing. Educating the needy children, visiting orphanages and
old age homes, or supporting any good cause is what will make you a worthy
human. Otherwise, the usual Wake Up, Eat,
Sleep, Repeat routine will be waste of a precious life.
5.
To own a house in a Hill Station
I have been
happiest when I was at places like Shimla,
Manali, Ooty, Rishikesh, and Dehradun.
If I have enough money, I will probably spend it on buying a nice house in one
of the hill stations. There are many obvious reasons for this; it usually stays
cool, winters are longer, peace of mind, not crowded, scenic panoramic beauty,
and all freshness. So, I have no second thoughts in owning a house at a hill
station.
All this can
happen; in a very less time if we prioritize in acquiring these wishes and break
out from the usual rat race. But, we fear from taking the risk and going out of
the way. To jump into the right boat, all we need is a security, a little push
which gives us the faith and confidence to take the leap.